Jul 15

You know, it’s really getting old.  I’m tired of this chaotic time period.

I honestly think that I’m having a nervous breakdown.  Yesterday kind of hammered that home, what with the sobbing and crying and general feeling of helplessness that I found myself in.
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Jul 12

I find myself in an interesting situation.  I have many things to be excited about and many things to be anxious about.  I choose to dwell on the excitement.
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Jul 6

It doesn’t seem to matter how busy I get, I always have time to think, whether I like it or not.  Conversations with others facilitate thoughts and lead them down certain paths.

Sex is always a hot topic of conversation, but there are tangents that branch off periodically; among them, marriage, fidelity, loyalty, commitment, attraction…  these tangential conversations often lead me down new paths of thoughts that I don’t necessarily want to go.
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