Bored, bored, bored
January 9th, 2005Entirely bored. Logged into my game, played for an hour… got bored with that. Tried reading, couldn’t concentrate, gave up. Cleaned the house yesterday, so that’s done… still cold and snow outside, so there’s no place to go even if we went out.
Blah… been a while since I’ve been *this* bored.
I really need something to entertain me.
It’s larger than just bored right now. I think that it’s just a symptom of the larger discontent I’m finding with everything. I crave change. I need it on a fairly regular basis and if I don’t get it, it becomes extreme. Instead of needing to get out of town, I’ll need to get out of the state, potentially to get out of the region. Instead of needing to rearrange the furniture or the wall hangings, I’ll need to physically move. It has been far too long since I’ve had a really deep, overall altering change in my life. I’m ready for it… I’m feeling it burn at me… I’m just not sure how to get it, or even where to go.
~FG };^>
