When its 3am and you haven’t been able to sleep. When you’re stuck in your head and your thoughts are racing, and you keep coming back to the past… specific things in the past, things that maybe you haven’t really talked about to very many people. Maybe that means it’s time to get it all out.
It’s not all bad stuff, but those are the things that keep surfacing.
I think it’s time for me to write this stuff down and try to make sense of it. I can’t promise full disclosure, because there are some things that I’m just not going to talk about and some things that aren’t mine to tell, but if it’s keeping me up and threatening to keep me from functioning properly, then maybe there’s a message in that. A message that it all needs to be let out.
June 25th, 2009 at 6:17 am
That’s cool, I’ll be listening.
June 25th, 2009 at 10:53 am
I know exactly what your talking about and it does help if you can truly let it all out and work through it. Hope this helps. I also know how it feels to feel “unremarkable”, I have felt this way for a few years now, it’s not the same as your unremarkable feelings tho, mine stems from being home all the time and not working outside the home. I am just know coming out of it as the many people around me tell me how much I get done, how things would not get done without me and how appreciated I truly am. Still an unremarkable life tho. I guess the great things I am here to do, are to come later in life. I don’t know!
June 25th, 2009 at 10:56 am
sorry for that one misspelled word. It’s supposed to be, now not Know.