When its 3am and you haven’t been able to sleep. When you’re stuck in your head and your thoughts are racing, and you keep coming back to the past… specific things in the past, things that maybe you haven’t really talked about to very many people. Maybe that means it’s time to get it all out.
It’s not all bad stuff, but those are the things that keep surfacing.
I think it’s time for me to write this stuff down and try to make sense of it. I can’t promise full disclosure, because there are some things that I’m just not going to talk about and some things that aren’t mine to tell, but if it’s keeping me up and threatening to keep me from functioning properly, then maybe there’s a message in that. A message that it all needs to be let out.