It’s true, sometimes things just happen the right way and you never know why or when it will occur in that fashion. This has been one of those weeks.
Getting things together for the party just fell into place. The party itself kind of fell into place. Today, I got a phone call from someone I used to work with, wanting to consider me for a new contract back at the same site. I should know more tomorrow.
The timing on this is excellent. My birthday is in two days, so happy fucking birthday to me! (In a good way.) It sounds like they would want me to start pretty soon and the Spawn starts school right after Labor Day, so it looks like the timing would be ideal – finding out as a birthday present and starting as the kid goes back to school.
It strikes me that my friends are true, both the ones who came and the ones who didn’t (who have been calling and emailing me with well wishes and regrets of not being able to make it). I have a circle that I am very fond of… several of them, actually, starting to intertwine.
My dreams are subsiding, which is good, but my fantasies are running a little more rampant. I consider this a good thing, since I can control the fantasies and the dreams are the ones that I don’t always know are not actually happening in that moment. Of course, the other end of the dreams being so realistic is when I think that certain aspects of real life (often in an inebriated state) are not real, but all in my subconscious sleeping mind. I think that might be worse.
And on a Wednesday of all days. How fucking cool would that be?
~FG };^>