Verging on breakdown…
July 15th, 2005You know, it’s really getting old. I’m tired of this chaotic time period.
I honestly think that I’m having a nervous breakdown. Yesterday kind of hammered that home, what with the sobbing and crying and general feeling of helplessness that I found myself in.
I think I was called a bad parent for refusing to parent someone else’s child. I know that I’ve been imposed upon and, right now, the timing could not be worse. I still haven’t fully moved OUT and have so much more moving IN that it’s incredibly daunting. Now that Spawn is actually motivated to help with the work that needs to be done, it seems like there are roadblocks and having other people try to play the pity me card when I’m in the chaotic flux that I am is just not holding water. In fact, I think it only serves to piss me the FUCK off.
~FG };^>
